First blog post

Let me start off my introducing myself. My name is Arlene Sepulveda I am 21 years old and a recent college graduate. I am lost!!! My brain is filled with questions and confusion that I often just shut them out. I do not know if it is just me or many people my age find themselves confused as to what their next step should be in life. I feel like I should be further in life as I feel a pressure to be successful.

Now the reason behind my blogs is to share my thoughts and ideas as I journey life seeking to find purpose, sense of self, a career path, and everything else that comes along with it. I tend to jump around and change my wants as I allow fear to overpower my being. I have been held captive by fear for so long that I am now breaking free and attempting to do what makes me HAPPY!!! After all that is what everyone seeks to be.

Along my journey I discovered that I no longer had the passion and drive that I once had in my high school years. That fire that drove me to accomplish my goals and seek success. Somewhere  along the line I lost myself, or perhaps never found myself at all. Now what is left of me is a wishing being. One who hopes and dreams but never puts in the needed actions to make things happen.

The time is now. I will reach within myself and find my passion. It is time for change….and although change is my biggest FEAR I will now take the driver’s seat of my own life and DRIVE!!! I do not know where I am going nor can I say where I will end up, but all I know is that I will find my way. I will focus on my health, fitness, spirituality, and goals in order to find myself and grow myself.